I've Been Captured By The Unimportant, Locked In And Now It's Time To Break Free

Sorry for not updating lately..
I've been feeding my feelings lately and was tempted by things I like to do in my free time which I know will make me feel happy at the moment but won't help me. I used up all my computer time for things that is unimportant.

Thanks to Gods words and Joel Osteen I realized these things..! I will tell you guys about what I experienced today. My dad invited me to tag along for shopping today, he told me I needed new shoes. But I refused at first because I had already set my eyes on shoes that I found on the internet which was cheaper and I would get 2 for the same price as the one that I would probably buy if I went with dad. After awhile I realized that even so... If I didn't get to buy anything, wouldn't it be nice just to tag along? Just being with my family? I also realized that my dad probably used an excuse that I needed new shoes just because he wanted me to come. I then followed my family and It was very nice! I ended up getting a pair of shoes from dad that I really like and I'm grateful to dad and to God, because If I hadn't realized and If I didn't see through the eyes of love I would probably stay home today..! I should not refuse others kindness..! T^T

But that's not the real thing that I want to tell you guys about... It was like this.. My dad and I went into a store and we stumbled across my dads colleague. I didn't really notice anything or so.. I was just thinking: Ah, one of my dads friends, he seems like a normal swedish person. Afterwards when my dads colleague went home, my dad told me about his sad past. It was that he had lost his young son and my dad told me that he probably blames himself for it. That got me into compassion. Because.. All people around you can look calm, normal, or happy.. But they can be sad inside, hurting or stressed, worried, scared and so on. We really need God! Because people don't understand your pain, they can hear what you've gone through but cannot understand the whole thing. He is the only one that understands you and cares so much..

Gods love for you is like the ocean, you can see it's beginning but not it's end.